Enter the world of my imagination..
POSTED AT 12:14 AM as a stickied post

suena

You have just waltzed into Ally's dreamlog, inspired by Niggie. Here you will satisfy your hunger for odd dreams that will confuse you til the end of your days (and the end of your days is not near!) I would like to take the time to thank Rellie for creating my usericons.

Comment if you'd like; either way, I shall share mis suenas with you.

Clubbing
POSTED AT 12:33 AM in Confusing, Daily Life as a favorite post

suena

This dream was about a week ago, but it's the only one I remember off the top of my head, and Niggie is pressuring me into updating

There I am. In a semi-scandalous clubbing outfit - a tiny shirt and short jean skirt, squeezed amongst sweaty people who look my age and above. I hear my name being called twice, each time I whip my head around and feel my curly hair lash at my face. Curly? Meh, at the time I didn't think anything of it. I hear my name again and identify the face - Jennifer, a friend of mine from school. I hurry over to her, pushing and shoving the sweaty smelly people around me, all busting a move and dancing up close to each other. When I meet up with Jennifer, I see that Haruka is there, along with my crush which I shall call Woogie for the sake of my promise to never reveal it him to anyone.

Haruka: ALISON! What took you so long, stupid?
Me: Uhm.. sorry... crowds, you know.
Jennifer: But we called you ages ago! Woogie has been waiting for you *winkwink*
Me: What? Uh why am I supposed to care?
Haruka: We all know about your little crush on him!
Me: o_o;; You have got to be kidding me, I don't like him!

Woogie then walks over to me and pretends to be drunk. Then he grabs my curly hair and runs it around his face, as if it was a soft brush that felt good against his skin. I don't find it amusing, and somehow feel my crush on him ebb away. So quickly? I know, how pathetic am I? He then cracks a few racist jokes, and I stare at him in shock.

Woogie: So want to hit the dance floor gals?
Haruka and Jennifer: Yeah!
Me: Uhm.. excuse me. I need to go to the ladies.

I rush off, somehow knowing where the bathroom is. I don't go inside, instead I lean on the railing and watch as my friends get their freak on. It was a crazy sight since they're all quite self-conscious and sweet people. I can't bring myself to approach them, not after I've seen this side of them. As I'm walking away, the dream fades and I enter a deep slumber.

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So what is the meaning of this dream? I'm not entirely sure. Haruka and Jennifer weren't too out of character, but Woogie shocked me. Perhaps this just supports the fact why I should not like him. Then after having this dream, the next day I went to school and when I saw Woogie I didn't feel anything special. Now I just feel.. indifference towards how he feels about me. I guess it's a good thing, because I'm not one who would be a good girlfriend (into my studies), in real life he has revealed that his personality is different than I thought.. and with some friendship situations I know it just wouldn't work out.